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comfortable; uncomfortable
lost; unlost
agreeing; contradictory
well, then, okay
but: if, and then: what?
but: also if and that: who?
Que? but oh, do
yue if just for pecauseki*don’t
uhm clel, hey well, uhm, well, if do you still exist? yeah i think so but where are you now and if you are moving where to? where to-going where? goin to ______?
and then well, i am not, but am still hoping? no. faith, yes. but hopeless. contradictory to prior said feelings i have to must not say but having get to your if got had cill hiss dismiss poplicked oh SEAN CONNER! I-am, I-am! …. here …..
thank you
good to hear, well glad to know
how come i cannot see you?
if you exist…
here you are, i feel , i hear
but do not see….
half does not believe but heart knows, heart knows, that is what.?
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WeLL
ok I’m going home now :)
Had my share of doom in the east coast… for now!
I learned about letting go of things, like old backpacks from 7th grade, best friends, dogs, a bunny, a vanand most of all letting go of people.
It sure was hard and painful and I cried pretty hard missing you, but its all done now :) yay, now i will sleep
My whole family has been expressing how proud they are of me for gettin and going with my dreams and people that i admire have told me that i am strong , this means a lot to me. and no its not the end of my travels.
I’ve been invited by various friends to visit them too.Travis in Montana, Ana in France, Gene and Corey in Arizona,
One day I might even get to visit Pepper or Pocket.(I left them with my contact information)
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Thank Youu
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Hello. This is Mother Bird. Come in Robin Egg.
Oh baby boyz, this farting, & thAt noize.
I’m flustered with such poise.
Gotta be what I want.
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I’ve decided!
I will live in a castle.
A real old spooky one.
Abandoned or not, it will be given to me.]
I will invite all of the people I have in my adress book to come help me fight off all of the ghosts and monsters with punk rock noise and thrashy grind core and metal.
Once we all simmer down from all the hoora the monsters and ghosts and all of the people from my adress book slow it down with some….
Well that’s all for tonight!
Actually it’s morning now here in Allen Town, Pennsylvania.
Recently thinking dearly of Jenette Debarge, Anastacia Brumidis, Erica Deseguirant, Essie Garcia, Javier Ferrer (brother)
Pepper is in Seminole Oklahoma.
We’re working on getting him back to San Diego.
<3
I love you :(
:)
(:
:D
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:)
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yo yo
I mean cmon, what?
I’m not a gangster
or my grandma
I’m not a baby
or am I?
Nahhh
I’m not a tube of tooth paste
Just a silly face
in the mirror
which sometimes is YOUR FACE
thank you.
Head: presssure? no, fluxuating brain muscles
I’m a scientist and an analytical genius
my brain gets smarter as I look around and move my fingers
thinking
I’ve got stimulation
no wait,
this is just
masterbation
thank you.
Vamonos except I want to go alone
come with me
I’ll take you in my pocket over the phone
keep me in your mind
we’ve got each other all the time.
but leave me alone
we’ll be together soon
in real life
like love man
I’m sorry we dont like to hear that word
I’m in denial
about being so full of it
or am I in style
with the way that I do it
Well I dont know
but I do
cause I can hear the
voice in my head telling me
I’ve got it
and I’m doing the right thing
but I like to deny it
dont take credit for the good advice I give myself
I’ll just say that I got it from someone else
it makes me feel better
to reassure my self
I’m dumb
But not really
just glum
I’ve got to get up off my lazy bum
yeah thats you
but I love you
and you’re in my mind forever
sorry hun
<3
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stupid boy, foolish girl
shifting eyes, twirling fingers
hiding thoughts and secrets, removing stepping stones
toad, breeze
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I’m a bombedeer! C’mere, C’mere!
Minty arm~pitt, For once I don’t have to shit.
I’m done, I’m over it! No to more strangers, yes to comforting old friends. No to lame short stories, yes to all the long good tales. I choose you <3
